Forgetfullness + No Dicipline + lazieness = FAILURE

no, Assessment is next week not over yet. But it's different from secondary school.
We don't count by days, but by weeks.
So, our days = our weeks.
Yes that makes it sound like our days are shorter.
It's TRUE.
we don't have a lot of time. The only way to 'buy' more time is to get up early while sleeping late.
& doing that is going to KILL your body cells FAST.

Okey, I told myself I'm going to make my sketchbook up to date by today. I'm going to load pictures into my hard drive, then print them all out. Today.
I told myself If I don't do that I will never ta-- t- or --e --- -i again. ever.
so I left my sketch book on my bed so that I can begin work after returning home ( don't wanna waste time you see...)

I reached the school place, attend school. 2 minutes after class ended, '( I won't mention his/her name. we shall call him/her Q) called and ask me to help Q with some homework. Being a kind (?) guy, I help Q. then, out of gratitude Q ask Me to go play BBall with Q. How could I resist?
7.30pm got home.bathe, went down eat. Then, Forgot I was supposed to eat with Ryan & our M'sian gang T.T............ Pathetic.

Then, after eating, I went up to my room, Open the door,.... Guess What I see?
............
............
I saw my sketch book.

not only did I forget to eat with my favorite people in singapore, but i forgot the main reason (going to class was secondary) why I came out side. Assessment is next week. my sketch book is not up to date.
How much more pathetic can I be?
Scared, Undisciplined, Lazy, Procrastinating,......
Its just sad..... my life...... Ugh......
Give up?

Sorry

sorry,
I didn't meant It.
I didn't wanna hurt your feelings.....
I'm a niusance, an annoyance, an irritant and a pest.
I what I did was wrong.
please forgive me

Im' really Sorry
Im sorry Im sorry
Im sorry

I'm Sorry

Actually, what does Sorry mean?
do they say this to make the 2nd party feel better? or is it to allow themselves to be able to get away?
Why do we use the word sorry anyway?

HUH?? WoW!!

I was, on facebook playing mafia wars.
After taking out some guy, ''My Mafia'' Found an item:

Monkey Brain Stew

Monkey brain stew......... Monkey.brain.9900............

Isn't That My Email Address???

That's all for today......

Days where I lived on coins. :(

My landlord's stove is attached to a brick table or something....
the stove's cover is actually removable. It's tick & and heavy, so I presume it's metal.

One fine evening, while I was cooking Instant ramen*. I removed the stove cover, & cooked my ramen in a pot.
When the ramen was cooked, I poured the noodles & the soup into a bowl.

With my hand under the bowl........ -_-'''

The soup was so hot, I dropped my bowl onto the stove cover.

PliaNG!!!!

?????!!!!!!! My bowl was okey, but the stove cover broke into many pieces
Apparently, The stove cover was NOT metal, It was actually GLASS!!!!

????!!!!!! \(o.0)/ Huh?! It's Glass??!!

Crap,.........

Long story short,.... After much negotiations, I gave the Landlord 100$.
The next day, When I went to buy myself lunch, I realised,.... After giving that 100$, I only have 25$ left!! & that day is a wednesday. which means,... I only can eat 4 meals! ( the cheapest I've seen is 2.40$ so far...) worst news is,... my mom isn't at home, So i can't go home 2 retrieve money! So, I lived on the coins I gathered which amounts to..... 35$ 6 meals! can It last?

It didn't.... I starve..... coz I hav no money :(

Screwed, wasted, & poor ( financially), I skipped Breakfast, and simultaneously, dinner.
This stopped until my Cell Group people noticed, and on thursday(after 1 week 1 day) they gave 50$ for me to buy food . Thank God For CG members.. XD

So,.... Thinking I could last another week, Today,the monthly (but irregular) coming chinese maid came to clean the house.
Sure, She cleans the house,... but I have to pay 10$ for the maid. looking into my wallet,...
I only have 30$ left!!! This means I would have 20$ after this. This coming friday(23.10.2009)
I have to come back to Malaysia NO MATTER WHAT! a train ticket would cost 16$, bus is er.... 8$.

20$ - 8$ = 12$. 20$ - 16$ =4$ . Either way.....

I HAVE TO STARVE AGAIN!!!!!

HELP ME!!!!!

*ramen - japanese noodles. In this case They are instant ramen. Which makes them Instant noodles. Way better than Maggi mee.

Good News & Bad News

I have Good news and bad news,...
For good news, Scroll down till you see ' GOOD NEWS' but don't forget to scroll back up.
For bad news, read on....



BAD NEWS

Okey, lets start with health.
I got a fever. A freaking 38.5'c, worst part is its on a review week.
the review week is for students to have a mock assessment. Lectures will view through their students work, and will grade them on their current standard. This way, The students will know their weakness and their strengths, what to work on and what to Really work on.
I missed 1 out of 3 ( I think) All because my body won't listen to me and keep sleeping. all because I have a fever. :(
So the next day (Today,17.9.2009) I forced myself out of bed, went to school and finish up the rest of my review and also my my assessment. I have 2 assessment today, since this is the 'BAD NEWS, I'll tell only 1. I got a ngam - ngam Pass for video. - 40D.
Pathetic right?? 40%!!! Its freaking nuts!! if you guys were to get 40% in Math /BM /English/ Whatever, I bet You'll cry. Huh? What? yes. I meant you.
After running around school doing this and that, My body couldn't take it anymore. It broke down, and I'm insanely tired now. Freaking fever..... :(
oh, last but not least, I'm running short of cash.




GOOD NEWS
Starting from next week(21.9.2009) its a holiday!! :D Yaieeeeee!!! This holiday lasts for 1 week.
it's called project week. its normally for people to finish whatever homework they've been missing out. but, for other people, It's a Holiday.
However, I don't have any class tomorrow, So,.....
Starting from 18.9.2009, I'm on a holiday!! So wanna hang out with this nice and friendly(quite) guy? make plans!! call people! lets meet up and catch up!

I had an assessment today, And,...

I Got 'A' (85%) for Illustrator!!!

not bad eh? what? you wanna see what I did?
okey, I'll bring back my sketch book for you to see.....
plus, today I manage to finish most of my work, and,..... I pass all my review!! ( not an 'A' though)
cool right??
But the best thing is,.... I got a train ticket at 9.00$!!

Freaking *#@$%^&*!!!!!!

I got a fever.
38.5 'c its just a small one, the nurse was like so,.... Freaked out.
as if ,if i took that medication my fever will spread to her & she'll immediately turn into a swine cuz she got swine flu.
No, don't worry that much. I don't have swine flu. it is confirmed.
now for the worst news......

This week is my review week

getting a fever isn't very fun. especially when you have a chance to know where you stand for your assessment. its for 2days somemore!!!!! 2 days!!!
........ (T.T)


okey,.... enough emo-ing good news:
It's a 1 week holiday next week!!! XD!! so that means I get to be at home for longer than usual! Yayies!!! XD Ill be back home on friday, then I'll go back on tuesday. so, anyone wants go hang out with this kind of a emo-ing guy? plan now!!!

A close call and a question

Me and some friends were hurrying to this other guy's pub which just opened.
as we were at City hall getting out of the building, This big, plum, Black guy/Indian guy/whatever was asking us to buy some stuff.
All I heard from him was: ''Hey, are you intrested in..... group...... CFH.....'' Well,... that's basically what I heard. But I know he was trying to sell something.....

Got out of the building 2 mins later, the next thing I knew, my friend got tapped on the shoulder by the same ....er..... Guy. this time with 3,... no, 4 more people. one of them is this short, musular dude with tattoos all over his arm. the other 3 people looks like your normal punks. worst of all,.... they don't seem friendly. mucular guy was pushing my friend saying:'' sia mi tai chi? sia mi tai chi?''
the situation does not look good.
on the other hand we have 7 people. out number them by 2.(good enough) we have with us a kendo master, a karate black belt, basketball player, rugby player, a gym goer, an ex-athelete (thats me), and our CG leader. best of all, we have our God protcting us.

So,....

why not waste them?? (waste in this term means to knock 'em out)

Sadly/ thankfully, that was not our desicion. our CG leader made peace with the guys,.. and listen to what they have to say.
Apperntly, It was a misunderstaning. the big guy said something to the muscular guy. & the muscular guy interpreted it wrongly. these 5 people are ex-convicts. scince they're ex-convicts it's very difficult for them to find a job. so, the prison wardren told them to sell smiley keychains for 5$ each to earn a living. The thing is,... it's their 1st day at work & they kinda feeling Emo. So, when we were in a hurry, My friend must have said something that ofended him unintentionally.
In the end, we bought some keychains, make up, & say good bye.

Now,... If people were to be more understanding and open, none of this would have happen. Because, If people were to be more understanding, they would see that these ex-convicts wanted to start a new life. they want to be 'legal' and have a proper job. But they can't because no one wants to hire them....
Why can't people see each other as who they are, and not who they were??